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CHAPTER 9

Andrey in a misunderstanding condition what to do in this situation met Mariyanu with two sons as always at the Moscow station. It still could not accept the wife, but accept children it could. Mariyana perfectly knew, that on children it is possible to speculate. It so brought up.

On first of September Mariyana with two sons has gone to school. It was necessary to translate the senior back in school in which he studied, in connection with Andrey's dismissal from school. Andrey has got a job the tutor in a correctional boarding school. In Andrey's couple of days appointed teacher SCHOOL SUBJECT SAFETY TO VITAL ACTIVITY. And so academic year also has begun. To Andrey it was necessary to leave two times a week the house at six o'clock. Mariyanu irritated, that it had to rise so early, and it each time made morning scandal. How many Andrey did not ask it not to rise together with it, it all the same rose.

When spouses during long time are together, constantly consult and try to help each other there is a strong and difficult emotional communication. There is it irrespective of, they understand it or not. Feelings can be shown in conscious feelings of a love, hostility, gratitude, insult, admiration or contempt. Mariyana could make Andrey capable to constrain irritation when it was necessary, and to express anger when it to it was favourable.

Mariyana aspired from the acquaintance to Andrey to study its mentality. Opening for itself a way of removal of pressure, and as Andrey's input in depression. Conscious ideal Mariyany was: shame, politeness, self-esteem. Mariyana meaningly neglected conscience, religion, education. At it the basic the conscious aspiration to benefit was most.

… to Andrey it was executed forty years. Mariyana it is constant, convinced him, that the fortieth anniversary people I do not celebrate, and suggested to celebrate the next year. Andrey understood, that a holiday does not awake. Mariyana has allocated from the family budget for a gift to Andrey. While Andrey thought, what gift to to buy, there was a necessity to buy a musical instrument for the younger son. Andrey long not thinking has decided, that it is better younger to buy a violin, than a gift. And have made have bought to the child a violin.

When Mariyana with Andrey walked in the street they had such conversation:

- Andrey? Here what for to children institute to finish, after all workers receive more. Only time expenditure. Here at me higher education, and after all I receive copecks. - confirmed Mariyana.

- You of that speak, bosh bear. If there is a possibility that it is necessary to study - he Answered Mariyane.

Mariyana began to result examples, and to prove to Andrey, that it is right. What arguments would not result, Andrey Marjana it did not understand.

During summer holiday she has understood, that the father is strongly sick. It was necessary for father to do operation. Mariyana and her mother they when did not watch over health of own husband were similar against each other that. In September to the father have performed operation, but it and laid in hospital and was already at death. Mariyana constantly called in settlement, was interested in health of the father. Mariyane sister has called and has told that the father at death. Mariyana did not find to itself a place, constantly cried. It has strongly become isolated. Now it should be approached to Andrey, but the summer has left certain marks on Andrey. Having typed by moral forces, Mariyana cried before Andrey. When she has seen that, Andrey has noticed its tears, it has approached to Andrey, with tears on eyes, having put hands on shoulders, has nestled on it and a plaintive voice exclaimed:

- Andryusha I wish to go to the daddy!

- What happens Mariyana why you cry? - Has asked Andrey, understanding, that something happens.

- The daddy at death, it can die. I wish to go to it. Please, start up me to the father. Suddenly it will not survive, I it wish to see it. - speaking these words, Mariyana in an anguish cried.

- I that you am insolent on привязи. It is necessary so поезжай to the father. Give tomorrow, buy tickets, yes leave. Also try at least will calm down a little. - has offered Andrey, kissing it in a cheek.

- On road of money it is necessary, and at me is not present. You can, to me will give money. - a plaintive voice spoke Mariyana, all more strongly nestling to Andrey.

- The salary in a week. You have had a rest in the summer. So it is necessary to you on work on road to occupy. Or call the girlfriend at whom you sat out, it can to you will give. - has offered Andrey Marjane.

- I at school will ask tomorrow, on road I will type. At the same time and for a week I will ask for leave, hope, will release. - has told Mariyana, with tears on eyes.

- Here and make. - has confirmed Andrey.

- Andryusha you with children will consult? I will not be week. - asked with a lump in throat Mariyana.

- You at us only great mother. All day long only in children you are engaged. For it we do not worry, will understand without you. So поезжай it is quiet. - Andrey an equal voice has told.

- Well. That has released thanks. I any more will not be so myself to conduct. Forgive me. - has told Mariyana, wiping tears.

- Everything, go to bed. You have got tired strongly. Give have a rest, gain strength. - exactingly spoke Andrey.

Next day. Mariyane on work have given days at own expense, the whole week. It has occupied from colleagues of money for road. And after work has gone to railway cash desk, and has bought the ticket for a train which leaves St.-Petersburg next day. Having come home, Mariyana collected things in a trip, and there is nobody at home did not talk. Children looked on Mariyanu and did not understand that occurs. Sister Marjany in the evening has called and has informed, that the father has died. Mariyana all the evening long cried, nestled on Andrey, and from it did not depart. All night long Mariyana slept on Andrey's breast, he was afraid to turn whatever to wake.

In the morning Andrey, leaving for work, has kissed Mariyanu. Mariyana has nestled on Andrey, and has promised, that on arrival to settlement she will call. Andrey has gone for work, and Mariyana has gone on the Moscow station. In day Andrey with children watched TV, Mariyana has called and she has informed that already in settlement. All the week long Andrey with children were without Mariyany. All have become bored of it, and waited when it will arrive. Mariyana has called only before it left settlement. When there has come day of arrival Mariyany all three together send it to meet. When her have met, on Mariyane there was a new coat, and she smiled.

When they have arrived home behind a cup of tea Andrey a silent voice, looking in the face, has asked Mariyanu:

- Mariyana, whence at you, such beautiful new coat?

- Sister with mum has bought. At the daddy on the savings-bank book money was - Cheerful, but with a nervous voice has answered Marjana Andrey.

- And what it they to you have decided to buy a coat? - Andrey with the surprised misunderstanding has asked it.

- You to me have not bought a coat! - it is impudent with exclamation answered Mariyana, dropping from hands to a circle with tea.

- And you neither when did not want a coat! You nor when did not interest, that is pleasant to me! You all time itself chose to yourself clothes! Also it is not necessary to bring down on me the problems! - Andrey confidently exclaimed.

- What have they not the right? On daddy's money? To buy to me a coat? - Asked Mariyana even more impudently.

- Your mum with the little sister on all have the right, only not in this situation. Taking into account that that you there went not only at own expense, and at the expense of a family. - Непонимающе spoke Andrey.

- And, the truth, a beautiful coat at me with fur? It to me goes, I in it beautiful? - Smiling, has told Mariyana.

- Likely you as always have told: «Andrey drinks, it the alcoholic, spends on drink all money. I poor and unfortunate». Has moved to pity and has elicited on coat "freebie". - Andrey, with watchfulness smiling, has told Mariyane.

Mariyana for Andrey represented danger as it could not analyse a situation it is high-grade. It constantly spread personal informations on Andrey both real and thought up to her, in the representation of a situation. Its inferiority complex has appeared from a mental lack. Inferiority causes at Mariyany intensive aspiration to get the power or prestige any other by, looking on persons. It it is ready to go on any "bones", be it nurseries or adults.

- No, they have seen my jacket, both it was not pleasant to them, and they to me have bought a coat. - Mariyana with confidence, that its relatives, and it all have made correctly, spoke to Andrey.

- What means, it was not pleasant to them? You choose, in what to go. You do not ask me, and you my opinion does not interest, that to you to dress. You know, that all family in debts. All debts are created by you, and I do not leave you with them, unlike you. - confidently looking Mariyane in eyes, with surprise spoke Andrey.

- And it is pleasant to me to a coat, especially it is a gift from the father! - it is angry exclaimed Mariyana.

- The father has died. And me not clearly your relation to the given situation. And you do not understand it. - it is angry Andrey has told.

… there Has passed month. Mariyana as always recently was strongly angry. Periodically it accepted tranquilizers. Mariyana methodically began process psychologically children, to persuade sons to leave with it in settlement, and that there it it will be better, than in St.-Petersburg. Constantly children incited against the father and that the father did not speak, she always tried to prove to children, that it says lies. As it had the higher pedagogical education and already had the big experience of work with children she perfectly owned techniques as at children to create opinion which is necessary Mariyane as them to deceive and manipulate. And when was not Andrey's number, she it bought different sweets, fruit and berries thereby showing, that with it to it will be good, and with the father badly. Mariyana constantly stated claims in the presence of children to Andrey, or simply scoffed at it. Andrey who has got tired and изнеможенный from the last half-year, has got drunk. And while he slept, Mariyana with children has left to the girlfriend. The present girlfriends at it were not. And has gone to that, which in second marriage. It has thrown the elder son. Couple of years slept, with whom will get. But everything, has found to itself the husband. She has given birth to the child from it. And he all day long earned money. A good family, and the daddy with a daughter should not be engaged. Mariyana as a result has bothered the girlfriend. And the girlfriend has called Andrey, with the request that it has let in them home, and itself has left for a city to mother. Andrey and has made.

For new year all family has gathered in the country at mother Andrey. Andrey tried to try with Mariyanoy. He only has not understood the most important thing, a source of all troubles in a family was Mariyana, it organised and provoked all scandals. He persuaded her to forgive it:

- Mariyana forgive.

- The god will forgive. - with cruelty in eyes she answered Andrey.

- I love you. - looking in the face, he spoke to it.

- And I was not present you. Thrust this love to itself in an ass. - with большей cruelty and hatred she spoke to Andrey.

- I love you. Well, I love you.

I love. I love you.

You hear. I love you.

I love. I love you.

Forgive. I love you.

I love you. Forgive. I love you.

I love. I love you.

You hear. Forgive. I love you.

Forgive. You hear. I love you.

I love you. Well, I love you. - Andrey with entreaty persuaded Mariyanu to believe to it. (The given poem then will enter into poetry of the author of the given story-story)

- And I do not love you! And the god let forgives you! - Mariyana the "become hysterical" loud voice exclaimed.

Mariyane it was not favourable to get divorced during this period. She understood, that now not time, and all questions are not solved. The elder son should finish, musical school. In settlement at musical school did not learn on that tool which the elder son played. And on younger to it was to spit, and it is not important, for it was, that on a violin to play settlement do not learn. And on and more important for it was, that in the summer it had a holiday, and it with holiday money can leave again, and is quiet them there проесть. She till the summer purposefully prepared children for departure, dressed them in old clothes, and new protected for settlement. Attempts Mariyany to hypnotise Andrey, have not brought success. Mariyana has bought books on sorcery. Also studied to conjure to the detriment of Andrey as for this purpose it was not required its consent. Its dream was, as much as possible to put harm to Andrey, the is worse he will feel itself(himself), the more it will be trusted by the public. And it all techniques held Andrey on гране a psychosis. Mariyanu as the teacher that it can put an irreparable harm to Andrey did not interest, in it and there was its revenge. 

… Mariyana and the elder son have come from musical school home, and, not undressing, they have entered into the big room, and Mariyana with special cruelty has told:

- I get divorced from you!

- I have not understood a course of your thought. - with astonishment with situation misunderstanding silently spoke Andrey.

- I get divorced from you. I take away children, and we leave in settlement, the elder son agrees. - the Loud voice, with a rage in eyes spoke Mariyana.

- And younger it agree? - Has asked Andrey Marjanu.

- And who asks it? As I will tell, so it and will make. - speaking these words, Mariyana waited, that Andrey will strike it.

- And what the senior sonny will tell to the father? - Asked Andrey, looking in the face to the son.

- I agree. - the son Spoke, looking on a wall.

- On what you agree? You that want other father? You want, that your mother slept, with whom it is necessary? - Setting questions to the son, Andrey was not «in itself», it "became hysterical", and it shook.

- To me all the same, but mum with you gets divorced. And we leave to the grandmother. - the son confidently spoke.

- You wish to live in village? You born in Leningrad? You the son whom I all life formed and protected in difficult situations? - It set questions to own son.

Is not village. - leaving a room, the son has told.

- I get divorced from you. - incurring attention, spoke Mariyana.

- Certainly, all that could, "has had", to create not that could not, everything, that is possible has disorganised. Now it is possible and to get divorced, going on bones of own children. To it likely at pedagogical institutes learn. - Andrey has told and has closed eyes.

Andrey and Mariyana lived in a condition: «Everyone about the». There has come month June, time Mariyany has come. Andrey laid drunk on a sofa. When it has opened eyes he has seen that the elder son sat at the computer, and he has told:

- You younger allowed to play.

- And what for? - The Son has impudently answered.

- Concede to it, he too wants. - Andrey to the elder son has told.

- And why I should concede to it? - He has asked the father.

- The daddy it is not necessary, I do not want. - "younger" has told.

- Because I want it. - the father has told to "senior".

- The daddy it is not necessary, I do not want. - "younger" has told.

Andrey has looked on Mariyanu, and has paid attention, that it, something waited. Its sight was attentive, and she about something thought. Andrey престал and in the rigid form has told to "senior"

- Concede "younger" the computer.

- I will not concede. - "senior" has answered it.

- The daddy it is not necessary! - Has shouted nervously "younger".

Mariyana has jumped from an armchair with words: «do not touch the child». Has attacked on Andrey, has seized a head and the beginnings it to beat. Andrey has started to resist. So proceeded not long, has not run up yet "younger" and has embraced the father. Mariyana with words: «I from you leave, and I get divorced» have departed from Andrey. Andrey has understood everything, that did Mariyana all this time, to what a method she resorted. He has burst out crying on explosion, he has understood, that all its diligence on family preservation were vain. He has understood, that two years ago there was an arrangement between Mariyanoy and its relatives. It has laid down on a sofa, has closed eyes and has fallen asleep. At this time his wife, took the prepared things and with children has left apartment.

When Andrey has woken up, he has understood that it remained one. That it has lost all that loved. It has lost also those whom loved. All than he lived in a flash was gone. And Andrey has entered into a stage of difficult depression.

Andrey became gloomy, has lost energy for a writing of the pictures (it simply not took a brush in hands). It has ceased to eat normally, that he would not eat it did not take pleasure. The purposes and problems were gone, it is nothing it was aspires. It began to do that that it when did not like to do, and that it would not do it did not take pleasure, and it to whom it was not necessary even for him. At Andrey has stopped развитее persons. He began to worry, about that of that when did not exist. Periodically its condition passed from indifference to rough ворожению emotions. When it took a brush he found out in a hand, that its right hand does not move, and it cannot operate to it, and to it it is not clear, why so occurs. An excessive emotionality, strange tricks, behaviour was изменчиво and unreliably led Andrey again to depression. And such condition at it has appeared, when Mariyana began to embody the mean plans. Andrey with such condition could not struggle, and will address, to whom it is necessary it did not understand.

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